My life

WOW… its been a long time since i last updated my blog. Funny how much has happen in 2 months. At the moment im just on cloud 9 n if ur wondering why, i may not be able to tell u the true reason of it coz um.. dont ask y i cant tell… but its one of the happiest things thats ever happened to my life. We r at the last days of november now n next thing we know its gonna b the last month of this year.. I know im everywhere with this entry but i cant help acting insane with the happiness i have come to learn. The experience I gained has taught me that there is still much we do not know about life and that we should never give up coz sometime we get more than we think possible. Like u c a new dimension of the world, something u never thought existed but by actual fact its been there all this while waiting for u to notice it.

    Yes yes I am mad. No doubt abt it. Anyway things are going well for me this days and it feels like its been a long time since it did…. till next time then…adios

A day where you see a different side of the teachers you see too often.. I must add tt it was better than usual.. lol..Anyway today I was offered by pn. heryati to join the teachers in their way of helping the society.

    Some convent school teachers(not sure who bought and who paid) had bought around 40(if im not mistaken) plastics of food and stuff… Im not sure what the contents were  but i know it was food and i saw a packet of milo and stuff. Mind you one plastic itself was heavy.lol..

    So we meet the matron of the Hospital Sultanah Aminah at 2 plus.. Then we went to the childrens ward where there were babies and children tt was being taken cared by their mums. I mean come on their young so they cant like stay there alone and some wasnt even in the condition to be left alone…

    The teachers present was Cik. huda, Pn. sharina, Pn. Heryati, Cik Masliana,Pn. Suraya, Pn. Azimah and her daughter, Pn. Nor Lelawati, and the school clerk. So they went up to the parents who were taking care of their childrens and gave the plastic bag with those stuff. Mind you, its nice to see another side to the teachers you so often see barking their heads off…hahahhahah…(laughing my head off)

    So we went, like beds after beds.  You could see the smile in the parents faces. They know that there are outsiders who actually care what happens to them and who are willing to lend them a helping hand. So as the duty of the student I had to take pics.. sigh.. lol. I must say tt I will never be a good photographer. I suck at it.. lol…
Hopefully, Pn. Sharina would be okay with the pics I took.

    Pn. Azimah sent me back to school. Well, from this trip to the hosp I must say tt im glad tt my mum took good care of me when i was young. There was this baby who apparently got boiled water onto itself(dont ask me how) and its skin was like…scary.. and the baby was crying.. the other who got boiled water on itself looked as if there wasnt any skin there… only flesh… mind you tt was even scarier….So yeah, im totally greatfull tt my mum took really good care of me.Yup tts wat i learned from this trip.

    I think tts all.. Oh wait… one more thing… THANK YOU CHITRA. the wait was soo worth it. Your make my year..ohh wait … no till i grow all wrinkled and stuff, yup tts wat u said… but thanks alot.. and also baba and syahidah for helping her out with the prezzie… thank you…

    i think tts for all now…adios amigos…

-HP#1FAN-

a DAY….
wow..
i dunno if u knew.. but..
the way i wanted to
spend my bday was…
to be on the beach…
with blue waters…
fine, white sand…
the sea breez
not too strong
but also not
toooo weak….
and im on the
beach reading
a nice book
AHHHHHHH……
mind you…
my dream
………………………………
well, when i told some ppl…
they sigh, some said i was lame
(tt was too much.. im not lame..okay maybe sometimes)
the rest were speechless i think…
lol…

Well instead, I got a bday tt I must say…
u shld b jealous off…..
im not boasting or anything…
but im saying it, the way as i think…
if uve seen my great frenzz…
my great teammates…
my greatest seniorss..
my aunts n uncles…
my brothers….
my dad…n best of all my mum…
I think im one of
the most luckiest person on earth
to have such a celebrated birthday…
words fail to explain how much
all the things they did for me meant…

A bday cake from daddies hotel…
thanks daddie for the beautiful cake…
my cuzzies and aunts… thx 4 the bag..
also a bag from my bro…love the bag alot…
n to mamapa… sorry had to mess up ur hse..
i realize the table cloth we used to cut
the cake…um.. abit kotor…sorry there….
and ofcourse thx 4 the money aunts n uncss..
tt fresh smell…fooohhhhhh….

ohhh.. almost 4got.. everyone who tried
really, really, really hard to contact me…
n couldnt get through… totally sorry…
i was in singapore…so …yup…
but thanks 4 the sms’s anyway…
beautiful…. keeps the smile going on my face….

NOW… i consider the day following my bday
also my bday…lol… tamak btol lah budak nie…
hihi…the first prezzie i receive tt day
was from dear old raahini….thanks hini..lol..
then, vv, reg, chits notes, baba n anu…
n not forgetting everyone who contributed to the cake
TTTTHHHHAAAANNNKKKKK YYYYYOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU….mmmuuaaahhhh
I must add a special thank you to
one of my most closest n most best fren
G. Subashini.. BABA…lol…
thanks dude…

also to my f4 teammates… softballerss.
thanks lotsss… love the bottle…NIKE lah wei…
lol………

hmmmm… i think its time to tell u abt the
beginning to the feeling of greatness on my
bday….. actually b 4 it even started…
DEAR MOONY. aka .. Tracey Teng….
she drew me a beautiful artpiece… which… I
will treasure for life… I know the effort put in..
Its beautiful… she gave it to me b4 my bady…
Thanks MOONY…love it alot…

i hope i hvnt missed anything out…
if i do… ill add up some more later…
lastly…. thanks for the prezzies n
nice wishes…

THANKS ALOT…..

-HP#1FAN-

Hey everyone. its been more than a month since deathly hallows was released. Ive finished reading the book again and heres to all tt died:

1. Hedwig, the snowy owl
2. Alastor "mad-eye" moody
3. Prof. Charity Burbage, the teacher of muggle studies
4. Rufus Scrimgeour, the minister of magic
5. Dobby, the free house elf
6. Teddy  Tonks
7. Gregorovitch, the foreign wand maker
8. Gellert Grindelwald
9. Peter Petingrew aka Wormtail
10.Dirk Cresswell
11.Gornuk, the goblin
12.Bathilda Bagshot
13.Remus J. Lupin
14.Nymphadora  Tonks
15.Fred Weasley
16.Bellatrix Lestanrge
17.Lord Voldemort

    Its a long time since I updated my blog. Its august already. Mind you, times moving abit too fast here. Please slow down. lol. I have wasted lots of time this year. I havnt much achievements, and if I were to drop dead now, I wonder what type of life I had actually lead. The gift from GOD.
    There is still much left to look forward to in this life. Sometimes alittle too much. lol. That I wonder will I be able to look death in the eye and be prepared for what might actually happen. I have still much to gain and so I dare not let go. Where is the bravery that I was accustomed to?
    Ever felt like this before in your life? Where words barely explains the things going through your head, the emotions felt in your most inner heart, making physical abuse running through your senses painless. Lost of word of explanation.
    Why do we see ourselves through the eyes of others and therefore concludes us in being ungrateful and selfish. Are we not what we are. We have our wants and why do you look down if what we want may be different from many. Does that make me the worst of beings?
    Say as you please, but I am not here to be weak and change as your desires. I live my life. My life as I want it. I do not intend to blame any for my weaknesses, but be grateful for a chance at facing things.

-HP#1FAN-

Ron Weasley will…
Live

Hermione Granger will…
Live

Severus Snape will…
Die

Lord Voldemort will…
Die

Remus Lupin will…
Live

Ginny Weasley will…
Live

Molly Weasley will…
Live

Arthur Weasley will…
Live

Nymphadora Tonks will…
Live

Luna Lovegood will…
Live

Neville Longbottom will…
Live

Minerva McGonagall will…
Die

Peter Pettigrew will…
Die

Bellatrix Lestrange will…
Die

Draco Malfoy will…
Live

Rubeus Hagrid will…
Die

Fred Weasley will…
Live

George Weasley will…
Live

Charlie Weasley will…
Live

Fleur Delacour will…
Live

Harry Potter will…
Live

Is RAB Regulus Black?
Yes

Is RAB alive?
No

Did RAB destroy the locket Horcrux?
No

Is Harry a Horcrux?
No

Will Harry and Ginny end up together?
No

Will Harry and Hermione end up together?
No

Will Ron and Hermione end up together?
Yes

Will Draco and Hermione end up together?
No

Snape loyalties lie with:
The Order

Will Draco Malfoy redeem himself?
Yes

Will Percy Weasley redeem himself?
No

Will Hogwarts re-open?
Yes

Assuming Hogwarts does re-open, will Harry return?
No

Assuming Harry does return, will he graduate?
No

Is Dumbledore really dead?
Yes

Assuming Dumbledore is dead, did he plan his death?
Yes

Is Sirius Black dead?
Yes

Will any of Luna’s conspiracy theories be found to be true?
Yes

Is/was Snape in love with Lily Potter?
Yes

Will Wormtail repay his life debt to Harry?
Yes

Was Wormtail present at Godric’s Hollow the night Voldemort killed Harry’s parents?
No

Who will be the squib/muggle who uses magic later in life?
Someone else

Is Harry the heir of Slytherin?
No

Will Dumbledore’s Army re-form?
No

Will the Muggles ever discover the wizarding world?
We won’t find this out

Will we ever see the other side of the veil?
No

Will Neville be the student who gets a job as a Hogwarts professor after graduation, teaching herbology?
Yes

Will Hermione be Head Girl?
No

Will Ron be Head Boy?
No

Will Harry be Head Boy?
No

Will we see time travel in Book 7?
No

Did Voldemort ever fulfill his wish to make Horcruxes out of objects belonging to each Hogwarts’ four founders?
Yes

Is Ollivander working for Voldemort?
Yes

Will Harry’s scar disappear?
No

Does Voldemort have multiple spies in the Order?
We won’t find this out

Was the green potion Dumbledore drank in the cave the Draught of the Living Death?
No

Will Dumbledore’s defeat of the dark wizard Grindlewald in 1945 be relevant?
No

Will Hagrid rekindle his romance with Madam Maxime?
No

Will Harry go through the veil?
No

Is the veil the gateway to the underworld?
Yes

Will we see the Mirror of Erised again?
Yes

Will McGonagall lead the Order of the Phoenix?
No

Will Voldemort ever realize his undying love for the giant squid?
No

Who will win the final battle?
Harry and the Order

    What will happen in harry potter and the deathly hollows? I think harry will survive but he has seen lots of stuff happening tt i doubt he wld ever fall in love. Love i mean like the type of relationship he had with cho and ginny. As for hermione and ron, i think they will survive this fight between good and evil and get married and live happily ever after, but this ofcourse would change thing alittle like, ron will still be harry’s best friend but harry and hermione are still friends but has limits compared to before.
    The fight between good and evil…. I am most certainly sure tt the good side will be triumphant, but i would have to say that it comes at an expensive price. Suffering, pain, fear, and sacrifices are bound to be seen alot in this book.
    Voldemort will die, tts for sure. I have to say tt i think R.A.B is sirius’s brother regulus. and that the locket hasnt been destroyed. Its the locket mentioned in the harry potter and the order of the pheonix book, at grimmauld place when they were cleaning up the place. the heavy locket which cannot be opened. And i think tt kreacher will play an important roll in helping harry getting it.
    SNAPE. I have to say that he is on our side. The murder of dumbledore was a plan to sustain his double-agent for the order. I believe tt he has feelings for Lily n tt he really regreated telling voldemort abt the prophecy which concluded to the death of lily n james. The meeting between harry n him will be enjoyful.
    I think petigrew will pay his life debt to harry by helping him destroy voldemort. Draco wld go back to the good side when the war is over together with his parents if they survive.

hey ppl.. i know lots of u know tt im a harry potter freak n im bloody hell disapointed watching the movie. very dissapointed man. I feel like flying to london and shouting at david yates n ask him to re-do the whole movie lah… my god damn fast the movie.. they change so muchh.. too much.. there was definitely suppose to be more owl when he did the patronus charm.. n wheres the potrait of sirius mum… but i have to say the extendable ears was awesome..the movie was in such a rush man…the hearing was lousy..n dumbledore fu*king sucks.. cant they change the bloody actor… he doesnt give the strong n mighty feeling tt dumbledore is suppose to have.. dumbledore is suppose to be the most powerful wizard ever n he doesnt look tt way in the movie ppl…. damn dissapointing man…n wheres the scene where ron n hermione becomes prefect huh?? GOD..i have to say though the actress playing umbridge is the best.. u cld actually feel the evilness in her.. she was really like umbridge in the book…n cho was the one who told umbridge abt the DA.. tt is seriously tooo much.. tt is sooo wrong… she loves harry.. y wld she have the heart to do tt.. the movie bigtime suckss man..n the scene where trelawney gets sacked is total crap…n the fight between umbridge n mcgonagall wasnt necessary.. u cld have used tt time for better stuff… n the detention thing.. the scar was suppose to be on his right hand not on his left…god cant this ppl read the book probably…asses..Ive watched the movie once only but i thin half the time of the whole movie is winter.. i think soo..its not suppose to be so.. ill catch it again n check weather tts true.. but i think it is… and the scene where sirius dies sucks.. they cld have done it ten times better with more effects lah wei… i didnt fell much emotion man.. i love this book, if anyone cld feel it, i shld b feeling it the most lah ppl…GOD.. The worst of it all  is the part with harry n dumbledore at the end.. hello ppl.. tt part is a whole chapter.. its the crucial thing tt pulls all the things together….its suppose to be really bloody emotional.. my god… really sh*t lah wei.. I have just felt  a blow.. n im really down n disspointed.. i can only hope tt the book will do justice.. i pray it does.. tts all i can say for JK Rowling.. i hope she fixes my broken heart… im sure the final book will be really sad.. but i hope she hasnt lost her touch out of the riches shes gain from the rest of the book… well ill find out in 10 days time.. i must say though, how much im disspointed i CANT WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON THE HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS BOOK.. to read tt last page

hey ppl.HOLIDAYS was extraordinry. lol. I spent my first week of holidays in tasek utara 2. training softball for the country champ. Everyday we woke up at 5.30 in the morning. We run 6 round or maybe a little bit less of the football field, have our breakfast n we start our training, till around 11.30 to 12.00. Have lunch n continue training at 2.45 till 6 or 6 plus… tt was wat training was like, a routine.On sat(2nd june) the johor softball team left for malacca. My first match against Kelantan on monday we won 10-4. The following day we meet penang n lost 5-6. Even so we lost tt game we were through the second round where we meet perak on wednesday n tts where we lost 16-4 n was out of the running. I have to admit though the game against perak was by far, the game i had fun most. I tagged someone and i ended up banging head to head with tt person, I got a chance to come back home with a nice slide which ended me getting alll muddied up n making my white jersey dirty. lol. Tt game wld b one of my best times in softball. Even though we had lost a far deal, my teammates n I had the time of our life. I cant explain exactly how it seem like when tt game ended. The feeling was very extraordinary.. almost never felt before..haixx.. memories. We had to continue staying in malacca till friday. I wanna say congratz to yee chen, jessie, n khai ling. The u-15 team got 4th place. So on friday there were drops of tears on many of my teammates faces. We had sleep, eat, shit n lived at the same place for 2 whole weeks, to be exact 16 days n 15 nights. When we meet we barely new each other n when we part we cld feel the emotion running through each n everyone of us, tt we wld miss each other. I had learned lots from this experience. Many u can never learn in a class room or even from a teacher. I must say tt if u gave me a choice which allowed me to take back those 15 nights i had, i wldnt even dream of it. The bond between this ppl i had, means alot to me. The memories n all. I learned tt there all kinds of ppl in this world tt we have yet to meet n never judge a book by its cover. never. For there is not much u can get from its cover next to its content. The memories, experience. laughter, sadness, emotions on those 15 nights are priceless…. I wanna say thanks to all my teammates, cikgu shahidah n aishah, my coach: cikgu ali n adi n all who helped us one way or another. I will remember u guys forever..(My teammates: vivian, syafiqah, azizah, leleh, aishah, intan, inti, ayu, marsel, juli, faizin, zela, anti n yuz. may we stay in touch forever) Lastly, i learned wat my frenz tt i already have is worth. I missed them the whole time i was there. Anisa n Adib I didnt get to meet u guys N frenz in sc3 i hvnt been out with a long time, im really sorry fr tt. miss u guys.. I learn wat sacrifices r like…n alwayz treasure wat u have.. till next time then.. i need to get ready for the start of school as my holidays are now over…

Hey, so if u heard im going for softball MSSM in malacca. I got the news last friday n cant help feeling happy tt i did get chosen. I thought after my blow during J they might have think twice in letting me in the team, looks like they have given me a chance, tt i totally appreciate very much. I have to thank GOD for all he has done for me, all his guidance n everything. So tmr after my exam which im in no mood to study coz i already have the holiday mood on, ill be heading to SMK tasek utara 2 for training along with vivian. Ill be staying there till the following saturday where ill be leaving for malacca. I wont be able to watch pirates n shrek3 .. tts a bit dissapointing. the most dissapointing thing is tt i wont be able to go to cs tmr with my frenz. its been a long time since we last hang-up, n i miss them to the maxx. After being in the same class for 2 to 3 years of my life with this same ppl, I kind off learned to appreciate them more now tt were no more sitting together in class. I appreciate the laughs we had n stuff. Today i had a message from a fren ive miss alot, n im glad to know tt she misses me too n i just wanna say tt ur my fren through n through no matter wat. well as im leaving tmr i suppose i wont b online for abit. anyway u can reach me at my number.. im sure to expect them.. abt peoples holidays n stuff. n anisa i miss u like gila gila n im sorry i cant meet u on thurs.. ill sms u though. sorry.  anyway the rest of the softball team r having holzz training so i hope u guys have a really good time n train hard k..